Once more into the Abyss dear friends
of tangled wires
and loose connections
missing the point
frustrated sighs
I want one thing and you don't see it,
Wont see it, Cant see it
I must accept that you experience me
as a mess
as a tangle of negativity and destruction
How many times have I seen your eyes
and heard your words
"you are killing my spirit"
"I am dying"
You used to say I saw the world through Rose tinted spectacles
And that it was time I faced the truth
That life is shit , that we are rubbish
that we are going nowhere.
"I'll go nowhere with you" I reply naively
taking my heart from my mouth
One Moonlit Audi Car racing night
snaking the backroads of Suffolk
stalking some unknown prey, fleeing a show of madness
with your handbrake screech turn and halt .
I look to you with adoration and say
"I'll follow you to hell and back"
I was proud, this was my commitment to you.
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