faceless

To be faceless,
To be numb in the limbs
And be faceless.
To live an emotion
That evokes tears
And to have none.
To provoke a situation
Of anger
And to feel numb
To be careless enough
To push your way
Past the endurance barrier
To be defenceless
-But not.
defence is facelessness
And to be faceless is to need no defence
I say this only because I know it.
I write because my fingers are numb.
I watch from above
And am able to feel
the feelinglessness