leaving

I have a fear of leaving..
Open doors ...
Closed doors,
Doors which don't allow re-entry
I pack my things
I have a fear of leaving something vital behind,
Or taking something too important to be lost into the abyss of the future.
I have a fear of turning keys,
My own and those of others.
Opening boxes, Closing boxes,
Hearts
Safes which hold out and hold in.
I have a fear of finding some thing too precious not to persue
Or that the something precious
Has already been taken.